
DAVID ALEXANDER
time's up
you left me gasping
for air
under pisces
then,
just to get off,
you broke the arms
of a sleeping beggar
with a slitted little head
-- like spinoza’s
only
longer
your uncertainties can’t sail above
an uncertain height
dripping wax they fall
against the scotched dumplings
beneath my hair
and are birds no longer
when those nipples get excited
you always betray
yourself
anyway,
you played the end game
and lost.
now fuck off
while I watch
my dick contracting
a joyful prince
by the sea,
robed in purple
from a highway overpass
1.
a drifting seed found purchase
in a hidden cleft of earth
thru the smallest crack in plates
of steel
between the concrete median
that splits the highway
into two equal if
opposite halves
no choice was made
it was the wind's caprice
that blew it there
2.
the roots sank down
life spun threads
that tightened
and clawed
then held
and grew
3.
this morning
in the blowtorch wind
of early traffic
in the cruel monoxide
of vehicle exhaust
the little tree is lashed
in the slipstream
of passing cars
leaves snarled back
to expose their
tender undersides
to uncaring metal
every so often a lull
comes and the highway
grows quiet. but this lasts
only temporarily
then without warning
something roars
out of darkness
flashing and coming
into the light
like this
big red flatbed truck
hauling a load
of demolition rubble
to god knows where.
it makes the whole
bridge shake violently
as it bursts into view
and thunders
down the road
4
watching it pass i think
even if a wind as fierce as that
can only whip the tree around
and bend it out of shape
and even if nothing
on this highway
can ever uproot it
where can it possibly go
from here